addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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lost my voice

exhausted. went to the docs at like 11 plus and only came back at 12 plus. all to get that stupid letter. hai.

oh yes, i've lost my voice btw. i sound like. i don't know what. heh and it's just great that chinese pt presentation requires a nice sweet expressive voice. and guess what? chinese pt presentation is in a few hours! yes that is why i am up right now. so late. doing my bo1 ke4. so sick of it. can't believe it la. the stupid encoding was so screwed. but managed to do sth about it last min. although i had to re enter all my entries. bahh.

nip tuck is sick. i don't like watching it! it's like your eyes are glued to the tv even though you want to take them away so bad.

so many things to do before friday. morning flight summore. argh. well at least it's "last day of sch" (for the week) tmr.

help!!!! so much to do. actually have to work on my presentation script. okay going a bit nuts. i haven't started packing either! oh no.

and i'm going to miss jiaolian when he leaves. even though he's a little weird and unreasonable at times. i've come to like his sense of humour. he was telling us what he eats in china- everything. literally everything. locusts, grasshoppers, turtles, dogs, pigs, rabbits, fishes, grass, worms, insects and a whole lot of other stuff. hahah. got clarissa and i so disgusted.

stressed. ganesh suggested i see a doctor about my pimples. AHH :( so sad. not like there are that many what. hmph. everyone's noticing them! even the general office receptionist. riiight. heh funny.

tired and i will go chiong more chinese.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you